- Mood:
Sadness - Listening to: stomp the yard
- Reading: my mind
- Watching: my new puppy
- Playing: nothing
- Eating: nothing
- Drinking: nothing
It's been so long since i have done anything on this site, and it's sad. I have gone through endless months of nothingness really. Haven't written much been in lots of shit (not drugs or anything) and haven't had time for the wonderful people I have become to know and love on here and I'm sorry..... So what has been up with me? Too much. Bad jobs, break ups, money problems moving and the worst of all...I was raped. Its been just over a month now and everyday for me is different. I'm not really the same old happy girl I used to be. I'm scared to be alone,I don't trust guys, and the worst of all I have t I have endless months of therapy and doctor appointments ahead of me and I'm just lost to myself. As for appearence I haven't changed much, three tattoos now and 20 piercings...... I really have nothing else to say but I'm back on this site in full force and those of you who can forgive me gimme a holla, and thanks for listening......